Vent/rant in 𝐸𝑟𝑖𝑛'𝑠 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑚𝑢𝑛𝑖𝑡𝑦 <3

POV : You put time and effort into something and get a "ooh" , but someone else does it and they get "thats so awesome and amazing !!!"

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Well , that's a shitty morning . My mom yelled at me for not adding hard food with soft when I was feeding the cats , then proceeded to yell about how she always has to go behind my back to do whatever I did because I can't do it right the first time .

They post vents for attention , it's so obvious . At least I have an alt acc so my main acc isn't all being an attention seeker .

She yells at me for the smallest things ever .

So I take eggs from the bottom shelf and not the top, so what? It's something so small . Then I mention how it's literally just eggs and she yells at me again and yaps about how she's a chef and knows .

Normally how it is now atp .

Feel like my friends don't care about me that much . I do a fanart contest ? Two people do it . Someone else does a fanart contest ? Everyone else does it . Do I not matter anymore ?

I guess I'm emotional now because I have trauma being yelled at .

" You're so emotional . "

" I yell at you because I care and I love you , you know that right ? "

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She basically emotionally abuses me and doesn't apologize afterwards , and if she does , she completely just forgets cause she has a shitty memory and yells at me anyway . I hate being yelled at , and I literally could not stop crying .

Great , feeling suicidal now .