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I hate this FUCKING internet. Fuck it, Idk WHEN the fucking video will release!
...Im. Uploading. This fucking file. Via Google Drive, Gamejolt takes too long.
https://gamejolt.com/p/nobody-liked-this-sonic-exe-if-you-do-you…
Why the hell does this "reboot" even exist? It sucks. Not even scary, just. What the hell?
God damn melodys are so hard to make catchy.
I just can't make anything good, everything I make of course sounds god awful.
Yeah. That Invader song I was making, I'm scrapping it, it sounds so bad, and it just doesn't fit him.
Ok, starting to get a wee bit pissed off now.
Why can't I make a good drum pattern. I CAN'T EVEN FIND ONE THAT FITS THE THEME NOW.
If I knew what to say to comfort people, I would say something.. but I just have no clue on what to say...
I'm sorry if I don't comment anything comforting on vent posts, it's just I can't figure out what to say...
Ok, this is something that may get me in trouble. for some un-godly reason.
Ok, how do I challenge myself without geting so angry I have tears in my eyes, and wanna break my skull?