Vent Post I guess in NotMario's void community. (Not_Mario18)

Welcome to the Void I guess..? :3

I'm going to YouTube for awhile or c.ai I need to zone out or smth idk anymore I'm fine, atm again... totally.... just I don't wanna talk abt it...

I feel like shit now I don't know why... just idk man like damn it... I feel tired or smth idk just feel like shit I'll be fine I'm not like losing my mind or anything everythings fine atm but I just feel like shit..

And my day is now ruined or smth it got worse. yay... not surprised anymore...

Four months into 2025 and I've only had terrible thoughts this shit sucks, this shit isn't my year at all.. i don't fuckin know anymore I hate this. I'll be alright but, it's whatever.