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I think I hurt myself badly a while ago because of some stupid and embarrassing things I did. I did it several times and even bled, and I don't know what to do.
my intention wasn't to hurt myself.
Just two more followers until 600. Thank you for everything. I'm a little happy to see I've reached this far, even though it's nothing compared to what others achieve.
I tried waxing again, but it hurts too much and leaves my skin red, irritated, and sore. I'm thinking of saving up and getting laser hair removal.
Good morning, I didn't sleep very well today.
It's late, goodnight, I'm still feeling unwell but at least I hope to sleep well like yesterday, bye
Thanks for support and help me
I like You all
Maybe I should tell my mom I'm trans and ask for her help with it. I just need to gather enough determination to tell her and find the right moment, but I'm still afraid of what she might think.
If living at this age is so difficult for me, when I grow up it will be impossible to live