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Could you all give me some ideas for drawings? That way I can stay motivated, but please don't ask me to draw your OCs.
My kitten's birthday passed and I couldn't get her anything. I wanted to buy her some of those little pouches of food that look like meat.
Afterwards I'm going to try redrawing one of my OCs to see if that calms me down.
My father was right, I look autistic.
He told me that I seemed to have a mental illness because of the way I behave.
I can't believe I'm ruining my life so fast, and all I can feel is envy at how good others are at the things I enjoy. I don't know whether to start over with another account or just kml
No sé cómo hacer para parar de mandarles tantos mensajes a mis amigos aquí, es que me aburro mucho y siento sola sino hablo con nadie
Soy adicta a cambiar me la foto de perfil cada dos por tres, tal ves mañana me la cambio de nuevo