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I've already cried 3 times today
My chest hurts, I'm having trouble breathing, my throat feels tight, and my heart is aching a little. I tried lying down, but it doesn't help. I don't want to tell my mom what's wrong, or a doctor, I really don't have the courage.
I feel like I've had so many opportunities to have a partner.
Good nights, that's was a good day
I'm still acting like an idiot...
I don't know why I feel like I'm destined to be alone. I feel like in the future I won't have a partner or children, and my friends will leave because they mature, find a partner, or are busy. It depresses me a lot.
My feet hurt a lot, I have many blisters and I keep tearing off pieces of skin, it hurts a lot, and it doesn't feel good