ckd vents in [offical] ckd fangroup :00

meow :3

me when i'm sad because everyone is better then me at art and animation and deserve the love and their getting comments like "oh ur art so amazing and awesome please i love ur art" and i get "ok bye ur art sucks kys" or "your art is awesome! [sarcasm]"
the fact that people care about me is the only thing keeping me from not offing myself
i wanna know how to kms
my friend i think is ignoring me so i think she hates me fr fr
i think one of my friends here hates me :(
i want people to make fanart of my characters but i think everybody thinks my art and characters are trash and thats why they arent drawing them to be nice because they dont want to

i just want a real friendship.
ik i have some
ALL YOU OTHER PEOPLE ARE SO LUCKY.
I HATE IT
I ACTUALLY HATE IT
IT FEELS TERRIBLE
EVERYBODY IN THIS MESSED UP WORLD IS A FAKE FRIEND
I ACTUALLY HATE THIS.