i don't even know if that's understandable somehow? the second i say another thing there might be another disagreement or another confusion or the second they start talking... it's a bit tiring but wait, that's not even what happens most times?
all of my thoughts are so different from each other i dont even know how to talk to people about them </3 i think pretty much the issue im such an amalgamate of a lot of things and it's a bit hard to understand some stuff and do stuff and express stuff
I just... When did I lose that one thing that was so great? I think I had just gotten rotten because of the negativity in my surroundings And... ... ... ...the questionable practices But that should start getting better now!! Just going to get stronger!!
