You know, there are times where I just want to be rude. I take any situation and blow it out of proportion. I don't even gain anything from it.
I don't want to be rude. I want to be nice.
My one job is spreading positivity and I can't even do it!
What good am I if I can't even do that?
I'm a fucking mess and I know it, and whenever I try to sort it out, I make a bigger mess! It's the same thing over and over again, and I can't sort it out!
I'm not angry, I'm not sad, I'm just disappointed.
I'm disappointed in myself. Not just because of this, but also because I know I can do better, but I don't even try.
What good am I if I can't even do that?
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