Im Ruby, your chronicly online and slightly mentally ill fem-boy, my pronouns are she/they, I like Ultrakill and a few other games, I try my best to make sure everyone is happy, even if that means sacrificing my own, yes this about me is gonna be brutally honest about myself, as of june 2025, I've been in around 13 mental hospitals, for various reasons, my main battle currently is my dumb fuck brain's porn addiction I've been trying to quit for around 2 months now, other then that, most of my trauma revolves around gore and well "other things" i try my best to be knowing in a lot of subjects, although I only know what I research (which isn't much) I've been running from my problems to this day and all of it still hunts me, also pro tip: do not mention any gore, sexualizing femboys or people in genaral around me, now I make a lot of fucked jokes (eg. people dying, *cough* and a few other things I cant say in this post) if you don't like fucked up jokes don't follow me, and if you do and get offended, I could care less tbh I use them to cope, now onto other topics, currently I'm trying to design a laptop from scratch (Chassis, Motherboard, Screen, keyboard) my goal for it is to be able to use a AMD CPU as well as an AMD GPU for it, which of course will be a lot of NDA's now I will stream some of the design processes and the proof of concept motherboard will be completely open source, but the finished one will not be (Due to NDA's) now my goal is to use AMD but if I have to I will use Intel although they are better for work laptops, some other goals for it include the abilitly to have 6 RAM slots, and up to 32TB of nvme storage), one of my other current obsessions is trying to be more me, I've been living trapped all my life by my own head, and I've never gotten free even now I know I'm still trapped, other things about me include: Bread

that's it ngl I'm always open to talk, and if you need to vent I'm always here, ruby out