I stay up late due to timezones so i can talk to my friends 🤧

but normally none of them are online or care to have a conversation w/ me lol

and then I can’t fall asleep anymore 🙄

so i spend hours staring into the darkness

i dont think this counts as a vent really, though i still always felt empty inside ever since

All my irl friends are shallow and only care about looks, they make me feel like im not good enough-i have to deal with their shit everyday basically

you guys must be thinking “then get new friends if they’re so toxic”

you’re right, i should

but the problem is, even though they’re shallow they still can be funny sometimes

and i just can’t seem to let them go

its too late for me

Yh yh ik they can sometimes be kinda mean but they’re still my friends, and i truly love them all no matter what

anyway if you finished reading this from start to finish im surprised you even bothered lmao

but still

ly guys <3

Also can somebody talk to me bc im lonely af and im acting like a stereotypical “emo” kid (its killing me ughhh)