alr so

its a friday writing this

basically i live in a country where weekends start from thursday to saturday, so yeah

thursdays are fucking hell for me. my parents, being the overprotective guardians that they are, they think that if i dont go ONE thursday without taking a nap, my head will be hurting like someone hit it with a baseball bat, which will STILL FEEL LIKE IM GENUINELY HAMMERED BY THE TIME IM DONE WITH MY NAP.
this wasnt much of a problem and simply pissed me off before i started dating lana but now because im overly clingy to her it has became a huge problem with me. [and yes honey, i know that the memory of you is enough for me but im sorry okay]

another problem i have about myself is school. i moved to a school in qatar that runs on the english curriculum after i finished 4th grade in the previous school i was in, and oh boy, let me fucking tell you:

It.

WAS.

HELL.

I SWEAR. HOMEWORK EVERY DAY, BITCHY STUDENTS FIGHTING ALL OF THE GODDAMN TIME [especially with me], SHIT TEACHERS, AND A WHOLE LOT OF BULLSHIT I CANT LIST OUT HERE.
its a fucking shitstorm everyday in this hellhole
until 9th grade i was considered the weird kid who would catch strays every fucking time not to mention, im really short tempered, so. yeah, its a fucking short fuse, dont light it up.

ending off with my personal life, my parents js mildly suck man. they are really authoritarian and never seem to keep promises. they keep monitoring wtf im doing on the internet and it fucking sucks so badly.

alright, thats it
my rant about myself and my problems is done.
i hope i can improve to not suffer.
I love all of you guys.
Thank you.