Yall... All my creativity cations are GONE!

I mean I slowly forgotting how to draw... WHAT HAPPENED TO ME? What I know is I screamed so hard on my room cuz remember I was at school on Friday, and then when I walk down the stairs I just fell? Yh it hurt so bad and my blood came out so fast to... I was... DAMN AM SO WORRIED AND SCARED IF EVERYONE SEES AM CRYING... I feel they will call me childish... Only bc I cry and scream so hard... Sometimes I can't control myself but I tried my best and my friends tried their best too so I will do it just like my IRL friends...