ohh goddd........ yes! I may hurt people. I seem like an asshole. But guess what :)

Im fucking dying

IVE BEEN FUCKING ROTTING. MY BODY IS SLOWLY DECOMPOSING. I WANT TO YELL AT EVERYONE BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE SHIT. YEAH. IM JUST LIKE HOW I WAS RAISED. I HAVE BEEN HAVING THIS HELD UP FOR WEEKS BECAUSE I DONT EVEN FEEL ENOUGH. I DONT WANT TO HURT PEOPLE I HATE IT BUT I ALSO HAVE SOMETHING THAT WANTS ME TO. WHY DO YOU CARE ABOUT ME IM A FUCKED UP PERSON I REALLY AM TELL ME WHAT IS LIFE BEFORE I KILL MYSELF BECAUSE THAT MAY HAPPEN VERY SOON. MAKE IT STOP PLEASE I NEED TO STOP SCREAMING IM RIPPING MYSELF OUT OKE BY ONE IM HURTING PEOPLE I DONT KNOW HOW TO COMFORT PEOPLE AND IVE BEEN ALIVE FOR YEARS EVEN THOUGH I SHOULDNT HAVE. SOMEONE HELP MY FUCKEF UP MIND BEFORE I SCREAM I REALLY CANT IM GOING TO DIE IM GOING TO DIE!!!!!!!