Ok so this project is doing numbers on my mental health. Like Mike Tyson in his prime levels of mental damage... ok maybe not that much but that's getting away from the subject.
Anyways, this project isn't as fun for me right now. But I'm still determined to complete it. However, I feel like I can't work on anything else until I complete this. Now I know that line of thinking is kind of extremely dumb, but my brain is broken so I won't feel at peace until I "complete" this.
I want to make a game that is fun, tough as nails, and that tells a depressing bittersweet story. But I don't know if I can do that right now. I don't want to burn myself out, and come to hate this world and these characters. But I also don't want to let anyone down...
SO
I'm gonna make a "finale collection" demo, and then move on and shelve this for a bit. I'll keep working on the "main" game over time when I WANT to, instead of forcing myself to. But before that I'm gonna make a short boss rush type game, because I WANT to make that right now.
I hope you can forgive me, and thank you for your support.
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