It all started in mid-2021.
A ""friend"" of mine made me look at his gj account and i though that It could be fun and nice making One too! So, i made my First gamejolt account! @AGreyThing , for me, that account is cringe and the content stinks, i didnt know how to type in english well yet and i still kept going.
In that account I posted my MS Paint crap and gameplay videos with horrible quality that no One wanted to see, I have been alone for months and months and without any goals achieved, currently still with Just 50 or something like that amount of followers, But yet, i still had somehow a lot of fun.
In fact, that account Is a damn graveyard for all my stuff, all the games that you see in my old account were all LIES! Just game Pages that i made for fun that Will NEVER EVER come out.
(Not cause i wanted to scam you or lie)
And all the likes i had in my old account were the Ones of my friend, cousin and ALT ACCOUNTS.
I was also making a fnf mod! But Guess what??? Never came out! No coder, lack of intelligence and skill issue, crappy pc, no musicians and ugly drawings, but It started something good, a friend of mine had to make a group chat for the mod and thats where i met @magic_shad and @UFOHareWare (once called Mr_Minus).
You guys still remember who i am, right?
These two were the First great artists that i ever Met! They did an awsome job with the Little sketch and drawings that i made!
@UFOHareWare made the drawing that i now printed on a White shirt "Tubbx"! It was a great drawing, and i still appreciate it, i Also like your pixel and ibis X Paint drawings, you got a great talent! Always Keep going with your Life and Dont give up! You Always make great exes and Mario madness stuff!
@magic_shad Is my VERY, VERY FIRST gamejolt best friend! He Is a great Sonic (Exe) artist and made great masterpiece in his account while he was posting, he made so many drawings for me and Also made the First fanart of Sonic.back! I Always loved his drawings and i appreciate his work a lot, he's Just Amazing, really, he'll be irreplaceable,
Shad, im Sorry if we never chat, But its Just that in scared that i'll annoy you or something, and i also noticed that you stopped posting, Just know that gamejolt sometimes (pretty much always) sucks and that its understendable that your great drawings often don't get the amount of likes that they deserve, and i hate that, why?? Cause It happened to me too! I don't know when you'll Wake up again, But Just know that you motivates me to go on, to Keep going and grow more bond to this site, i Hope We'll somehow meet and chat again in a future, But for now, this Is a goodbye, thanks for being a friend Shad, i Will never be able to thank you enough.
Then, Still the same "friend" proposed me to make another account, this time on the phone, i was First unsure about that But then decided to do It, december 15th i made this account, the greatest for me.
My First post was about two drawings that my cousin made (yeah, not mine) and started posting random things at First, sometimes gaming 7 to 10 and sometimes Just 2 or 3, then, the day After my birthday (February 10th) i made this leggendary characters for the exe community that gave a huge push towards the light of this site called Sonic.back, he First started as a random Exe made using editing programs, using the "black and White" filter, erasing Sonic's original Sprite eyes and drawing the mouth and then using the pixel effects so It wont show that i drew It much, and people started liking It a lot! Making my account grow bigger, and bigger, AND BIGGER! Sonic.back was kinda popular! And people liked my facts and lore posts about this Exe! That Is still unfinished, and someone also made a game for him!
@normansgames2024 , this guy right here was One of my First best social Friends, he makes pretty good games and he made "Sonic.back - Sonic 2 1992 creepypasta", which Is uncanon to the original Sonic.back which Is my own Exe, and he managed to improvise and create something really good and made a short But Charming game! That luigikid and other Exe content youtuber played! Norman, you're a great friend! Thanks for featuring Sonic.back in a game of yours, its thanks to you that many people rushes to me about him, im so thankful, you're Amazing :)
I Met a lot of great people while posting here!
In the very past i Met:
@OriginThehedgehog , i don't know if you're still here But you were funny as a friend, you Always made me smile, even when out friendship lasted Just for some DAYS, i know that i didnt get It before But your roleplays and stories were good and entertaining, goodbye old buddy!
@HIproductions , Also another small friend, he Also have me some importance and made me feel good and Happy, i don't know what to Say, thank you! You were so available and funny for me!
Last year i met:
He's a great Exe game maker, he's italian like me and he made the sonic.Erx game, he Always made some things to entertain me and i liked every second of our chats and moments together, playing, creating stuff and making games, Sorry if im not working enough for Erx rewoek but i Just cant draw pixel art anymore, i don't feel motivated anymore, But there Is much more out there, greater artists that makes Better drawings!
this user, he was almost the only reason why i kept going on posting, he's my best friend, and I'll never stop talking with him, he was a slendytubbies, fnaf and memes gamejolter and we both had so much fun playing slendytubbies together! We kept talking almost everyday for almost 2 years and we started to get along and know each other so much more! Im still talking with him and Friends on Discord and im worried i'll do the unimaginable if i get to lose him or break the Friendship, he's like One of the reason why i still smile, you're Amazing, even though you quitted gamejolt, im sure you'll read this in the future, i love ya so much bro, you brough so much stuff to me and changed my Life! Made me feel appreciated! I love you so much pal!
And then suddenly, i started slowly dying, stopping posting and getting forgotten, Sonic.back going down, my posts going lower in likes and views, and thats when i though about ending It, i don't feel appreciated at all here, its a Nightmare now, so, i did the right.
This Is the end of Xx_Grey98xX, or Just Grey, i love every One of you, whoever you are, THANK YOU! for commenting, for following, for shouting, for being interested, for chatting, for supporting me, for looking at me, for not letting me down, you all gave me and Amazing life, It was fun while it lasted, i don't know if I'll ever come back or gain the motivation back But i dont think so, this Is It, goodbye gamejolt, goodbye all of you users that had a connessione with me, goodbye everyone and good luck with everything you're carrying!
-Goodbye, Grey
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