i hate this

i feel ignored

hated

not loved

i hate myself sm

i cant do this

i havent been eating

and sleeping

it hurts

but i feel like i deserve it

i js want someone to care abt me

to help me

to say it'll be okay

to do what i do for them

i don't want people saying "same" when i vent

it makes me feel pushed away ig

i js want someone to be there for me

even if i dont belive you

i js want someone to care

to not leave me out

to want to talk to me

to be w me

but i dont think i have that

i cant keep a relationship

i cant keep my friends

so whats the point in living??