when im drawing or doing math or whatevs
i have to be perfect
every single movement i make must be spot-on
if i get a wrong answer,
make a mistake,
then i failed
i have to be smart
i have to be creative and artistic
if im not, then im nothing.
smart, tall, and creative
those are how all of my irl friends have described me
if im not smart? if i get the answer wrong or just cant figure it out, im a dumbass, im an idiot
people dont think im dumb when i mess up, but thats what i think when i mess up
if i have no motivation to draw? cant think of anything?
then im bland and boring and im worse than a toddler at drawing
I am so hard on myself
im usually lazy, but when I want to do something, I strive for perfection.
anyways...
I made a quesadilla :D
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