I'm starting to think that my life would be much better if I never joined the Fpe fandom at the first place

What did waluigi saw above the post?

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Ultra M.. please put me down..

Cereal

Can't turn it

Sometimes, I wished I could go back in time to tell my young self to not post my first video or make a comment on anyone in my old gone YouTube channel.

I wished I could have not met these horrible people on YouTube

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Me trying to find my new name and username that feel like better than my current name "Engel"