He died on December 2nd 2024. He was one of my best friends, and I remember him being so playful while Shilo was alive. I really respect crash and love him to the core, he is the 6th animal/human that died with a important role in my life right after grandma (from my dad's side), aggie (moms side), great grandma (from my dad's side), and Shilo (dad's side). I hope you don't feel bad, even if it's for me.

If you wanna know how my grief from loss goes then I will explain it for u here

First, it dosent phase me for about a month or so

Second, after that time period I blame myself

Third, after that I start going through ACTUAL grief and hurting

Fourth, after a year I only blame myself a bit but i accepted it.