I check my accounts, their notifications, and see who commented
I check the clock, wonderin' what he'll pull this time
I have a feeling that my old friends are sending messages
And I'm just tryin' to not make a peep

I don't sleep much, I keep myself up, making sure nothing happens
Ooh, the drama and fear
I still keep
I don't sleep much, I keep myself up, making sure nothing happens
Ooh, the dreams
I used to see

Wake up and I find out they didn’t say a thing
Wait, did they actually say something?
Am I finally being forgiven? Better find out, bet
I'ma hope they will finally forgive me for my transphobicness
Where I hide my face, pace around
Better try to breathe, pace around, pace around

I check my accounts, their notifications, and see who commented
I check the clock, wonderin' what he'll pull this time
I have a feeling that my old friends are sending messages
And I'm just tryin' to not make a peep

I don't sleep much, I keep myself up, making sure nothing happens
Ooh, the drama and fear
I still keep
I don't sleep much, I keep myself up, making sure nothing happens
Ooh, the dreams
I used to see

I wanna get out there but I don't try
I wanna get out there but I don't try

I check my accounts, their notifications, and see who commented
I check the clock, wonderin' what he'll pull this time
I have a feeling that my old friends are sending messages
And I'm just tryin' to not make a peep

I don't sleep much, I keep myself up, making sure nothing happens
Ooh, the drama and fear
I still keep
I don't sleep much, I keep myself up, making sure nothing happens
Ooh, the drama and fear
I still keep