I'm sure some may have heard but if you haven't I'll go ahead and give the news I've always feared. Today, we lost Dexter. He had to put him down after seeing him go through a lot. Especially with his old age. (Which was about 10-11 years old) I'm still in shock that this happened at all. My family all got together to say goodbye to him before he passed on, it was a tough ride home all I could say. Overtime, we've noticed him loosing tons of weight and blood. We couldn't do anything at the time especially how expensive the vet is. But at least I can say is that he is free now.

He may be gone, but he's not suffering anymore. We're all still grieving over his death, but Dexter's still gonna be with us in spirit. This is the second time I've experienced death of a pet. In October of 2019, we lost Harley due to him chewing so much stuff to the point where his stomach got messed up. His death broke my heart severely back then because he was too young to be put down, which was exactly a year old. Death hurts, it really does. For animals especially.

To all my friends on Discord who're checking up on me, or even my irl friends, I just want to say thank you. Saying hello and I'm sorry for your loss is enough for me and my family to try and get through these tough times. I have been planning a memorial video for sometime now, but I can't guarantee when it'll be finished. But that's one thing I will certainly be doing soon. As well as a tribute for my next game.

I love y'all, take care of yourselves.