mom went in my schoolbag to check on my stuff.

she found a book where my friend wrote "poop" in it.

she got mad and said smt like "dude your bad friends pmo it's cuz of em you're failing school"
i js stared silently while she talked trash about em and then i ask "can i do homework now?"

she said "not before i'm done reprimending you."

WHAT DID I DO??? REPRIMENDING ME FOR SOMETHING MY IRL FRIEND DID??? DUDE....

Then she said "now do your homework cuz you gotta study. 12/20 ain't ok. You're letting yourself fail."

My ass js broke down and started crying while saying "Mom don't say that I'm trying my best yet you keep saying I'm failing"

She told me to stop crying and that i wasn't putting in an effort to be good

i said it wasn't true

step-dad said "it's not the impression you give us"

i broke down more

then i cried alone for 5mins

then she came and said she said it for my good

i said "mom i keep trying but then you stress me by saying it ain't good enough, that you'd take my friends away and that you'd forbid me to have any devices! that's why I'm failing,,"

she said she doesn't stress me at all

that it was for my own good

that it was cuz of my friends

that she'd yell at my irl friend if she sees her irl

then she said "how will you do at university in 2 years?"

i said "maybe at that time you'll stop stressing me."

she said "it'll be worse."

then she left and i stopped crying and started homework

now she came back with the money and my inscription for the travel to England

My eyes are still wet but i'm happy about the travel :D