(IDK IF I MISSED ANYTHING) [Scheduled post. written at 7:30 pmish.]

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@ItzKira_ @st4rb0y_ @Clxwnnette_D0llx Your the best siblings i could ever ask for, genuinely a comfort group. I love making fandom oc's with you guys nd stuff. ill still continue to draw the oc's if it doesnt make me feel too upset. depends if i want to move on or not. but your all so genuinely nice and made me feel like i fit in. one of the best groups ive ever been in. Hero is super brave and capable of protecting himself and everyone around him, Clown is super talented and creative, Kira is super creative and silly. i love you guys so so so much and im so sorry im gonna have to leave you guys. kira and hero, by the time you read this ill have you removed on discord aswell (SAME GOES FOR MAX). please dont add me back. its not cuz i hate you guys or dislike you, at the end of these messages ill explain it all.

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@Maxxiepad @C0ldDr34ms you both are amazing people who made me feel comfortable almost immediately. you werent too childish, werent too pushy, werent creepy. even tho i didnt know you guys for too long you guys are the best siblings-in-law and i hope you continue to grow and become the best versions of yourselves <333 take care of kira and hero for me please. Kenji (or whatever you want to go by), dont feel pressured to keep matching pfp's with me. do wtv you want :))

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@Ileftmyhotpocketinthemicrowave youve stuck with me for pretty much the entire time ive been here and have seen me grow so much. i genuinely look up to you and your art. im so thankful for the tips and support youve given me to help me develop in the things im passionate for. every convo we have is either super serious and ranting or its just really silly unserious things and i love that so much about you. i truly wish the best for you, and i hope your channel achieves 5k+ one day. :)) <33

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@MISTAH_PHONEEEE youve always been pretty patient with me even if i might seem like i dont care sometimes or i am pushing you away. you always are right there by my side. your a really fun person who always helps me out when i need it most even after i accidentally try to push you away. (Ps. i wont unfriend you on roblox. same goes for anyone else i have on roblox jst dont out my account cuz it has my irl name on it.)

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@V1XEN_XD THANK YOU FOR BEING THERE FOR ME AND GIVING ME SOMEONE TO LOOK UP TO AND ASK FOR HELP WHEN IT CAME TO COSPLAY!! ITS SO COMFORTING TO HAVE SOMEONE EXPERIENCED TO ASK FOR HELP WHEN THE INTERNET IS JUST FILLED WITH A BUNCH OF VAGUE CRAP. IM TRUSTING YOU NOT TO TELL *ANYONE* ABOUT MY CHANNEL :,)

(Ok. MAYBE my 4 siblings if they rlly wanna know. but tell them what i told you 💀)

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@icantdrawtrees you silly goose. 👽👽👽👽‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ ZERO SRRIOUS CONVERSATION!!

a true gnarpy bretherin.

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@Turtle_Bred THE SWEETEST NEPHEW EVER THAT I COULD OVERDOSE ON MEDICATION WITH <3333 a skibidi nephew. 10/10 almost made me cry once.

(Ive always wanted to be an auntie but im the oldest sibling irl so 😾👎)

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@SPGames87 @Aim3d4 i never added you guys to my friends lists nor followed you cuz i saw no point from your posts/posting schedules but you guys are so sigma

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@ray_duhh your such a great artist, and even tho we never talked much, a great friend. your able to defend yourself shen you need to and wont take shit from ANYONE and i honestly look up to that. i could personally never loll. keep serving cunt <33

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@BlueLlamaAsh YOUR ART IS SO SIGMA!!!! YOUR A GREAT AND SILLY PERSON AND A GOOD PERSON TO LOOK UP TO!!! :DD

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And thank you to all the non-creepy followers that have been following me and watching me grow in Art, Video making, and most importantly. as a person. its been a great year and a half.

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this probably means im quitting gacha aswell. we will see.

I have decided to go because ive realized. im not a strong person. matter-a-fact i run away from my problems. i keep running back to the idea of "what if my parents find gamejolt" or something. i have very strict parents and last time i had an online friend on discord it didnt really end well. (even if he was like 15 and i was 12 💀👎 BAD EXAMPLE BUT YOU GET THE IDEA). ive just had so many bad experiences with my parents when it comes to online friends so i want to paste my online social life right up and just leave it in the dust and hope for the best. maybe ill come back in 5 days because i regret it and i feel guilty for leaving you all. maybe i wont ever come back because ill forget about gamejolt. maybe ill force myself to stay off and ill redownload it every once in-awhile just to checkup on people. maybe the next time im on will be me deleting this account. who knows. but im putting the name natsu behind me for as long as i can. i might change my oc but we will see. i love you all so much, jst know its not rlly you guys or gamejolt thats the problem. its just me, my anxiety and my strict parents (mainly my dad). Fight Flight or Freeze, folks.

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Genuinely crying at the time of writing this. i love you guys sm, i hope you guys have the best lives ever and plz never die on me if i do come back. lots of thoughts have definitely left because of my friends ive made on here.

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Apps im not rlly leaving ppl on (Not giving out names on there):

-Twitch (i dont stream)

-Roblox

-Pinterest

-A specific yt account