It's been a fun ride, folks.
I am sad to say that I'm quitting making games. (Well, for this account specifically.)
I'll be giving away PICONIAN'S to someone so they can finish it for me, and they'll probably contact to the original Five Nights at Pico's creators (Danvin) whenever they finish a build, cuz this game was dedicated to them.
I'm also releasing Hilario's Futuristic Studio with a cancelled demo build soon, which contains unfinished materials that should've been added later in the future.
What should I do now?:
I'll be writing the whole storyline of PICONIAN'S, which should've been planned for the later games.
Just so I wanna make the audience know what's gonna happen next.
Controversy, storytime, and self-down...:
(WARNING: This part of the article may not be for people who are suffering from self-harming. I suggest skipping this. Plus, get some help.)
Years ago, I did something that I made my friends mad at me.
Let's just say that I'm a jerk to anyone, and being dumb and all.
Recently, my friend and I (that I cannot reveal) have been talking for a while, and he figured out what I was doing back then.
Not just that, I've done that back in 2023, and people are hating my guts. But this time, they want to kick me off the team.
I was an idiot back then, and was going insane to my friends and sending hate messages to them; I simply don't know what I was doing, or what was going on in my head.
If you think I'm lying, let me tell you a story about myself.
When my grandma was babysitting me while my mom was away (I love my mom, I really do), she gave me pills that made me go dumb, and stupid, and crazy, and play on the computer all day without any breaks.
Until I recovered by 2023 or 2024, and became a better person. (but got diagnosed with AuDHD (Autism + ADHD)).
All thanks to my grandmother, she ruined my fucking life, and made a living hell for me and my family.
Seeing my friends and the best creators leaving me really hurts me. a lot.
I kinda deserve it.
I've started crying and going through thoughts of killing myself, just to end it all for what I've done, and for being stupid and selfish all the time.
Do you think this is a joke to you?
I'm alone, I'm worthless, I have no meaning in life at all.
It's like my brain is telling me to jump off the roof.
I just hate being alone by myself, with no help at all.
It makes me feel that I'm nothing but a pile of garbage.
And I also don't want to end my career in making games, I just planned to make an indie game in the future.
Yet again, I've become a good person now.
If you don't want me to end myself, just at least leave me a nice little positive comment. Thanks.
Farewell and goodbye... :
Well, I guess that's it.
I'm sorry if the whole self-down thing was a little too much. (If anyone skipped it)
I hope you guys will forgive me for being a jerk or an idiot all the time.
And I hope I'll be better soon while I'm gone. And so are you guys.
I may never come back ever again. But I'll be slightly active just to explore games and such, but I won't reply to your comments.
This article took me a while to write, sorry if my English is so terrible.
Time to move on to the next generation.
"Adios!" :)
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