I asked a friend of mine why currently, I don't feel artistic. She asked me if I felt pressured, or letting someone get into my head about how much my art is worth.

And I started noticing that most of the art I make that people like are fanart of someone else, fanart of characters from shows, or Glitchy.

And I started to doubt my creativity, because honestly, I asked myself- 'Does anyone care about the stories and characters that I make? Do they only care about the things I make for other people? Do they only care about those characters? Not mine?'

I'm not mad about it. I've been having a lot of issues of making a new story I care about. I'm having trouble making new stories and characters entirely.

I'm confused.

I don't want pity, and please, don't say sorry, or anything like I'm asking for support. I just wanted to get something off my chest that's been bothering me.

I'm really looking for a bit of patience, and attention to the things I create other than fanart or Glitchy- For both new story, new characters- I don't want to be known for the things I make of other people, but of things I make for myself to show you guys.

I want to be able to enjoy what I'm making, instead of it all feeling like the only things I make are the things my audience enjoy, or the receiver.

I don't even think my art is as good as it used to be. Like it decreased in quality, or just all this overthinking is getting in my head and making me feel dull.

what this means,

Is that I'll be focusing on the stories that I make and make me happy, so it can make you guys happy too.

If that's not what you're looking for, and maybe I'm not interesting anymore- then I wish you well. You don't have to follow me if you don't want to.

But if you do want to see new stories, adventures from my imagination, then please, feel free to stick around.

Please, don't take any of this the wrong way. I'm not asking for attention or pity (I'm not saying you guys would. But alot of people I know in my life, would.), I'm ok.

I love you guys with my whole heart, and don't worry, I'm not leaving for a week just to return like nothing happened- no, I'm staying until I actually need a break. This is only a feeling that I needed to share. I'll be making more art as soon as possible.

Anyways, if you read all of this, and just didn't immediately scan and skip through it just to write a comment and be done with it, I appreciate you more than you could ever know. It means you care about how I'm feeling, and that makes me feel like I matter to some of you.

Your Goober,

-TPG