It's a thought that comes into my head at least 2 times a day, and even though I can brush it off most of the time, it's getting progressively harder and harder to do that. I've tried everything, therapy, friends, staying positive, talking about it but nothing helps, and even though i should tell my family I don't want to it would make me feel like I'm telling them what they're doing is useless, cuz that's just rude. So now all I'm hoping for is a death that won't end with suicide, and if I ever disappear without a word...you know what happened.