Every day I feel dead inside nobody to revives me inside and it hurts every day....I make different reality to make me feel better but they dont work.....i love gamejolt and my community...i love having friends and everything but when the day ends irs just like am i really happy enough but the real question is am i making everyone i meet, see, and talk to happy? That's what makes me what i am dead...cold...and lonely....

But through all pf that i always imagine myself dying in battle protecting people, i care about.....but at the end, i always want to make myself dust away after a hard-fought battle.....i love life....friends...animals....family....but i can't live with myself if i don't make others feel happy...loved....cared about....but i always slowly die in the inside....this is what I'm going through in my life....but at the end, I feel...agony.......but as Kobe said "when you give up the other person already one.

I'm glad I make people happy.....

its a beautiful day outside..birds are singing...flowers are blooming....on days like these....you know the rest

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