So recently, something bad happened in terms of the LGBTQ community in Oklahoma where a non binary student was attack in a school bathroom and died two days later from head injuries. My parents were really worried for me, since I am a bisexual, asexual demigirl, so they decided to try to set up a meeting with the parents of my friends that support the community to get together and socialize and stuff with my parents while I hang out with my friends. But, when I tried to tell them about it, they ignored me completely, even though I tried to get everyone’s attention, and I was talking about how important it is, they didn’t even acknowledge it. I’m so sick of being ignored in my group. the only way I ever get any kind of attention is when they are bullying me, calling me cringe, single, ugly, and annoying. I love my friends, and I know they are just joking around, but they only way I can contact them is through the group chat, and I’m grounded from my phone right now! I told them that the same thing that happened in Oklahoma could happen here, but they still ignored me. Plus, I’m going to a new school next year and I’m afraid I won’t see my friends again after my birthday party, so that could be the only way I could see them again. This, mixed with the show I’m working on, fitting time in for family, school, school bullies, 9th grade starts next year so credits start happening, my inconsistent sleep schedule, my stress, anxiety, depression, my fear of the future and death and loneliness, social anxiety caused by bullying, and my friends being suicidal all mix into one. I don’t think I can do all this anymore… :(