This year was ass and I cant wait for it to be over.

Sure, This was the year I turned 13, but life after that turned into fucking hell.

I'm not really going well mentally, I've been struggling with suicide for many reasons as a matter of fact, But there's one in specific that almost caused me to commit suicide.

A friend.

I dont know what got into him, But all of the sudden he just wasn't himself anymore.

He wasn't the cheerful friend I grew up with, He became someone horrible and made me feel like everything I was doing just wasn't good enough.

This has been like this for the entirety of 2024.

I've been trying not to suicide for a whole god damn year now.

I've been holding this because of what you will all think of me, But I just cant hold it any longer.