(this was originally a lot more personal but i toned it down)

To be honest, I was originally quite mixed on 2025, as I couldn't say it was mostly positive, nor negative. But come to think of it, it was actually not that bad!

A MAJOR benefit of this year was getting monetized in YouTube and my new ability to code FNaF fangames in TurboWarp. Even if I'm still a beginner, I'm very proud of the latter since I'm able to create games independently. Unfortunately, as a man with tons of "creative" ideas up his sleeve, it comes with the cost of ambition, since I currently have no motivation on continuing with The Return to Wario's. This month, I went from a TADC, TTTE, to BFDI phase, which is why you see Beta Bear holding a Beta Algebralien in the image. Currently, I'm in Grade 12 in school and about to graduate, but I've been recently getting concerned and worried about my own future.

This drawback doesn't help the fact that in the span of 2 terms for the first year of Junior College 2 were 3 WEEKS of exams, but that's over with now. Another thing is barely posting for YouTube. I haven't been on the trend of FNaF fangames lately as I'm getting burnt out editing and posting gameplay videos that barely get any views. I'm genuinely questioning myself how I even achieved a decent following on every video back in previous years. My resolution for this year is to not only focus on my own health and personal career but to also be less ambitious for YouTube (less edited videos and faster uploads maybe?). Also, there have been times I had to move on from situations from my past or from people either in real life or online, and desperately finding a purpose or a place in a community where I can fit in.

Nevertheless, let's all hope and pray to God that 2026 will be a better year for everyone. I am grateful for meeting new friends and learn my mistakes along the way. I would like to thank all my friends and family who have continued to support me throughout this year. I've not only learnt a lot about myself but also all of you. Love ya'll and stay safe!