Hell Alex isn't cancelled but I am really not sure when I am even going to be done with the demo. I am still currently working on the prologue trying to make it better than ever before and I want to make sure I am statisfied for what I make. I keep getting new ideas requring me to change parts of the story and I yet don't even have what I want to do written down completely. So i've started to write what I actually want down and no further changes unless nessacary to be added to it. Also I am not very great at coding I will admit. GameMaker is the engine that I know the most and what I am using but at the same time I still know very little of it. I was taught at an after school on how to use GameMaker and game design in general. It was never completed which the reason why this game has been in development for so long. Litterally since 2020. The game should be half done by now if I actually knew how to code and knew what I want to make. I also don't want to put this game on the same fate as on my friend's game "Who is Saster?" which just got cancelled last night due to Chloe's personal issues and how Chloe has acted online and stuff. I am mentally not at my greatest either. Especially this being all before the hoildays and I have alot of personal issues going on in my life. I am only a freshmen in high school in this crazy world. I want to organize everything in my life and my game so I am able to get the game done and also at the same time have a better time mentally. You may see my status on discord that I am playing video games and stuff. I just need time to myself alot or I also interact with my friends. I don't want to fuck up my irl friendships like what happened with Chloe. I don't want to fuck up and I to make this game the best of quailty as I can possibly do. I want to feel proud of myself and others. I want to make a video game. It may not be a viral hit or anything but it'll be a game for us to all play and I write my own story and ideas out there. Thank you for your continued support and have a happy holidays.
P.S Chloe isn't a horrible person or anything and am not trying to make this sound like Chloe is getting cancelled or anything. I am not trying to word it like that. Chloe just has been having a hard time and had to cancel WIS and delete her entire soundcloud. The confrontation track will STILL be in Hell Alex and properly credited and everything and I wish the best for her and her new album Red Days goes out good.
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