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27 days ago

Hello, i'd like to talk about something a bit serious regarding myself and I. nothing bad has happened.


As some of my friends may have noticed, I have been on an internet break for a month now, and I plan to for another 7 months maximum.

This is why I have not responded to any messages you guys may have sent me since I have logged out of my accounts on social media and I really do apologise for that and I promise I will get back to you guys on that, this is just for my own good really.

Why have I been on break? Well, I just want to be brutally, brutally honest with you guys.

I have not been happy with my social media presence for the past few years at all, and I've actually been feeling quite the opposite with the attention I've gathered and the audience I've catered to, alongside the communities I've resided in and how public I've been. At first yeah I did like it, growing a community and following like this but I've soon learnt that was a mistake, I've always felt like a burden when it came to me following my passion project, making games. I got insulted by a few people if I didn't finish one of the projects I was working on, and I actually got harassed and told bluntly by some people they only followed me because they wanted to see me finish one of my games they liked, not giving a single care about me in the world. This has obviously brought me down a bunch of chunks, and is why I haven't been active about my game progress a ton outside of my Roblox game, Mistaken Vanity. Because of this, I'd like to announce the repingassed series is over, i'm not going to make any excuses to why its over, its simply because I don't have any motivation anymore, I like the series but I don't want to carry the burden of people waiting for me to finish the series because its what THEY love and not caring about me. I will continue working on my roblox game and only my roblox game, and after I come back from my break? I'll be using gamejolt to post about my roblox game specifically, so if you don't want that you are free to unfollow, this is final. AnimatorXP is a really great person and I don't want this to take away from the joy I felt when he reviewed my game ON STREAM. It made me really happy! I really do wish I could continue the repingassed series but perchance I could return to that game another time. Thanks AnimatorXP, and I wish you good luck if you read this.

And for the next, blunt reason, I've not liked some of the people I've hung around with, this mainly applies to my twitter friends and none of my gamejolt friends at all so you are all cool. It's just some of the people I've hung around with I don't exactly feel comfortable with anymore and some of them have grown to be quite toxic or making jokes that would make others uncomfortable aswell, they are mainly people who don't care about the feelings around them at all. Me going on this break is for me to seperate myself from these people and stay with the ones that truly care about me, despite of how I am.

So, what exactly does this mean for the future of me in general? I'll 100% be leaving my past social media presence behind even if it is very hard to do so because of how many good people I met because of that. I'll still be pursuing my youtube passion after my break and making games in general, like I said I'll be working on MV which is probably one of my best projects to date and I cannot wait to show it off.

Thank you for reading, I'll be fine and I'm unfortunate that the repingassed series has to end, but it was an ending that was waiting to be announced due to the lack of no announcements. I'm turning a new page, thank you all for being here and I won't forget you all.



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