So 2 years has passed. A lot of people here has changed obviously and this website too, I just wanted to say hi or check up, I’ve been lurking in the shadows. Not much else but I’ll explain what’s been going on with me, if you have forgotten, my name is Bonnie, this is like my fifth alt here or smth I don’t know, I’m transgender, wether you like it or not and over the pass 2 years I changed, well that’s skipping too far. This account was originally just meant to follow 100k people, when I was young I thought that would be cool and unexpected, but now seeing it, it’s just eh, trash. HUGE WASTE OF TIME, I’m 18 now and yeah it was. I’m now in my last semester in high school, which is good for me and I just found out I had autism this year so that makes more things sense to me, that would explain why I was so obsessed here and everything but what have I been doing for the past 2 years well that question could be answered quite simple, doing schoolwork and trying to find myself, if you don’t know, I could easily be mentally stressed so that was also a struggle, but now I’m pushing pass that. I still get mentally stressed and anxious so I doubt it, i also have been on discord often but not as much, this explanation may be shitty maybe because it is shitty, but I had a fear. Because of my mental stress I kept on fearing for this account for some STRANGE reason so I logged back in, just to face it. I always was worried but now posting finally, that fear is going away as I type. I thought new years would be appropriate to do it because in this exact moment I thought of coming back in a new account? AGAIN, just for posting for like 365 days and then abandoning it, this could cause the same mental stress I had with this account so I decided to not and this will be truly my final account, I don’t really care. For a girl like me with a lot of accounts, why do I even have these. I’m going to enjoy this app, i don’t want to be scared. And just to end this, I’m back? Kinda. Not here, at @Toshi_official , I thought of not posting this because it could sound like a shameless plug but now I just don’t really care, I don’t care what happens. I will already accept it. Hi gamejolt and my 5k followers I still somehow have? Won’t question but cheers to a new year, I won’t probably do a cringy leave or something. I’ve been typing too much, my finger hurts. Bye.