I need to get some stuff off of my mind and into the public so I can share how I genuinely feel about making games.

Long story short, I feel like I need some greater assistance as I feel worn down due to how much work I need to do for games and that I *barely* have a team.

Short story long...

As of now, I genuinely feel worn down on the inside and outside due to how much work I put into all of my games at the exact same time, it feels like writing down 5 essays all at once while they are due at the same time, I just cannot do it, at least, not with some assistance.

I've always wanted to get a team full of graphics people, composers, beta-testers-that-actually-care-about-my-games, etc., but I am always scared that it'll get too big, which is why I've resorted to Discord group chats, so that it forces it to not be too big, that's been the main criticism about my old team and how I formed it. But now it feels too small.

I am not sure how I should go about this, but I need some sort of guidance to help.