So for like the longest time ever I’ve lived with my sister who’s 3-4 years younger than me.

She went from innocent kid at 6 to a fucking sassy egotistical brat at 7. She quite literally is the most manipulative, most rude, most narcissistic, most guilt tripping, most unhelpful, snarky, brattiest girl I have ever had the displeasure of knowing and due to use having formerly lived in the same room we were often seen more as a pair rather than two separate people. When I’m away from her I feel like I am my own person. I’m not as stressed, I’m not taking such a mental toll from her constant rudeness, I’m calm and controlled. I mean hell I hooked up with one of the best girls I’ve ever known at youth group, Natalie. She’s honestly one of the best girls that ever came into my life and makes me feel special. I wouldn’t mind being seen as a pair with Natalie. She’s an artist, good story writer, and just as much of a nerd as I am. Anyways back on topic. When I’m around HARLEY, (yes that’s her name) she is the biggest jerk who constantly provokes me and makes me upset, angry, and overall stressed. I don’t feel special and it takes a toll on my mental health. One day a few weeks after figuring out my relationship with Natalie she completely used it against me and said “She’s never fall for you”. Never before have I wanted to physically murder my sister until that moment. I screamed all the anger, rage, and resentment I had over the years at her basically telling Harley to go fuck herself and I wish I had a better sister. A few weeks ago after I had to kill my pig with a powerful gun so he wouldn’t suffer anymore because he was sick and gored and painfully dying she goes off to her friend telling her all about it gossiping like a little brat and somehow got away with a slap on the wrist. She gets spanked but then uses me as a shield. She needs to get cut off at the source.

I’ve done all I can as a big brother for multiple years to try and set her on the right path and she doesn’t seem to wanna take it so I’m giving up on her.

I hate her I hate her I hate her I hate her I hate her I hate her I hate her I hate her hate her I hate her I hate her I hate her hate her I hate her I hate her I hate her

Sorry if this seems selfish or if I wasted ur time. I just wanted to get this off my chest because I feel like I’m in a bootleg action figure pack with her. Not special, not seperate, and not my own person