To be clear, this isn't about my OTHER group, Basically, I try to be someone they can look up to, but I'm starting to slip away from myself as well, I love them and chewy aswell, but I can't choose sides or SOMEONE will be mad, I've been too stressed to give advice and I feel like I don't give enough to them, i just bury myself in watching AIB or Wednesday, occasionally reading School bus graveyard to take my mind off of it, I don't know what to do anymore at this point. I mean, they let me vent when I severely need to but occasionally I really need to but don't know how to ask, especially if THEY'RE venting themselves, I love helping them but I'm starting to get more and more stressed than I should.