when i first properly engaged in this site

well, i did enjoy it

i was making friends blah blah blah

an escape from the wankers who pester me at school blah blah blah

generic rant stuff

but like more recently i haven't really been enjoying my time on game jolt or discord

like i've been driven out of servers or gotten in fights on game jolt over incredibly pointless things like the extremely bigoted admin who says slurs and bigoted stuff all the time saying "retard" isn't a slur, even though 1 i'm not sure if he can reclaim it and 2 it objectively is

and also for an argument where someone thought sharing a face pic without permission was ok

and of course, what happened earlier (which will hopefully be my final post on the topic)

like

bullying someone

just because they don't understand someone's disgusting, distasteful, and barely obvious joke

is so low

then also getting annoyed when someone does take something just as serious sounding (though admittedly confirmed to be serious) as a joke

it's kind of hypocritical

i feel as if i always seem to get in fights with the same groups of people

often it kinda parallels with the annoying douchebags in schools

like i'm sorry, there's just no way i'm ever gonna get along with them

and when you get in a fight with these people there's nothing you can do without being mocked, which is what the previous post talked about

block them, they laugh at you

try to defend yourself, they get cranky and it erupts and they make a copypasta out of your argument

say nothing or delete their moment, they think you're a pussy

i mean it's not just me having fights with people over stupid things that bothers me about the people here on this site

but also like

everyone is just randomly disappearing

like one of my closest friends on the platform (y'all probably know who it is) just randomly vanished and stopped posting for like two months now

and there's plenty of other examples to this too, which i'm sure you could probably identify with me on

eh blah blah blah idk what else to say but tldr being on the internet just isn't nearly as fun as it once was

go in the comments call me an edgelord go like "maniacs revenge!!!!!!!" or "phase 2!!!!!!!!!!!!" so frickin what i don't care

but i just wanted to be serious for a bit but now i am switching back to my jokey jokey hahahaha funny man mode and you know what that means

it means it's now july 31st in my timezone which also MEANS HE IS HERE.

congrats if you actually read all this crap you win nothing