The reasons why were because I miss my cousin, who's the same age as me, and I haven't seen him in 10 years I think...

Another reason was that when I was driving back home, I remember everything in the town I used to live in, like everything-

And now I look back at when I was younger and realize that A LOT has changed, even if the year felt fast, now that I'm turning 16, what's the future gonna hold for me?

Am I still gonna be shy? Am I still gonna be ugly? Am I going to like different things? I really don't know, and 2026 is starting to scare me more and more-

This is just something I wanted to get off my chest, if you don't have anything nice to say, don't even say it-