I am trapped.

Dragged back to website I want to leave.

I only come back here because of my friends.

I want to believe I can leave soon, but I don't know for sure.

I am a user of an old ass website.

Well, I say it's old because it’s older than 20 years.

I can feel my friends rolling their eyes.

I'll keep it simple. I am a user of Gamejolt, a website founded in 2004. Known for its games, or crappy servers.

We aren't allowed to do crude humor, racist jokes and all that.

Most haven't even done it, afraid of being timed out. But you know me, I have done it numerous times.

I am a rule breaker.

Making more crude jokes every month. But they always find me. Well, she does. Yaprak DeCarmine.

Or Gamejolt is what she calls herself. She's the creator of the website.

Her authority comes from two things: being butthurt about everything and a desire for peace.

One feeds the other. A cycle.

I call it being sensitive. And all you really need to know is that it teaches to respect the only “right” opinions.

Most everyone on the platform has become sensitive.

I am a user. I am a rule breaker. And I am an exception to being sensitive.

Okay, this is what happened recently.

I made a crude joke for one of v2doomguy’s things on his old account. Most people found it funny for what we were doing. I was enjoying it, laid back, and was eventually tracked down by the mods.

This time it was different. I was banned, forever locked out of the account.

I was heartbroken, then I got onto an alt I made months back. Shortly after being back inside the website, my old friends helped me out.

But that didn’t last long. I was re-found. They only timed me out when I was caught. I tried to evade the time out by getting onto another alt. I gotten back inside the website. I guess word got around, and they banned it a day later.

The mods were not liking my behavior. Then v2 helped me out and gave me his account.

Lied to the mods. Confused outsiders. Then I was finally yanked from time out.

I am a user. I am a rule breaker. I am Green. And what I just wrote is tuff