Hey guys! Remember me? Yeah, it’s been a while. A long while, actually. I think you all deserve an explanation for my absence.
The long and short of it is that I’ve been super busy this past year and I’ve not had the time nor motivation do develop games. I just feel like I’ve lost my drive to make games because I feel like I don’t have good enough ideas and its unbelievably hard to develop games on my own. I would absolutely get the rest of the team back if I could but if I’m honest, they don’t want to develop games any more. I do love making games - I really do - but its just so difficult to make them with the lack of time, ideas, and motivation I have.
I feel super bad for leaving you all in the dark for so long and I’m unbelievably sorry for not keeping you in the loop. If you follow my YouTube channel, you’ll know that there hasn’t been anything there either and I just feel that my online presence (as Internaut, anyway) is surrounded by empty promises and unfinished projects and I hate that I feel like that. I absolutely hate letting you all down because you’ve done so much for me - much more than you think. You guys have always been there and a lot of you I consider friends and I feel as if I’m letting you all down and I hate that.
The truth is, I can’t do all of this on my own without spending nearly a year on the projects I want to release. A Dream of Markiplier 2, for instance, was announced nearly 5 months ago and there has been little to no progress on it because I’ve just found it so hard to get the motivation and time to work on it. What else is super annoying is that I always have ideas for new projects but the projects never get started or finished. It’s really frustrating for me, as I’m sure it is for you guys.
So I’ve done a lot of thinking and I’ve thought of a few solutions to this problem. You’ll see them in the poll below which I’d really appreciate you completing. It would help me out so much because I want to know what you guys want me to do so I can make the studio better for you guys.
Again, I can’t say sorry enough for not being here but its been a difficult year with a lot happening. Thank you to the moon and back for sticking around. I love you all and I always will.
Thank you.
Internaut
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