It always has to be me. It always. Getting harassed all days, next getting doxxed over a drawing. Then levix (aka acg) ruined the apology between me and arg, now arg wont ever apologize to me. Now I'll get harassed ALL DAYS. then CUTTING MY ARMS. MULTIPLE TIMES. Then saying I wasted a lot of chances. The forcing me to not do anything for my own. Telling me that I broke the peace treaty, then one of his fanbase tells me to kill myself. With f slurs. I really can't do this anymore man. I wanna kill myself so bad, im not even a human, am I?

I don't think I deserve to be born. I don't know if I should deserve to be loved and have friends with people. I just don't think I deserve it. I think I deserve to be treated that harshly, getting doxxed. Then swatted. Telling me to go fuck off. I don't deserve to be a human. I just don't.

I wish I have never been born. And never existed. I wish I killed myself instead of having fun with my friends. I always gets dragged into situations. And then they don't listen to me. I don't know who am I anymore. I don't. I won't calm myself down. I'll never be. Like bro..give me a break already. I'm tired of this argument and situations..i swear I have anemia and I don't want my health to be more worse..come on already..i just can't do it..im really stressed and having stuffy nose, I couldn't do anything with my life.

I'm sorry..i just don't deserve to be born after all. The only thing I deserve is to be killed and tortured. And never be alive again.