im constantly in hell
you dont fucking know how broken i am behind the screen
all those months of torment
all those times i thought my career was going to fucking die
all those FUCKING YEARS of feeling worthless
i just want the nightmare to be over
but it never will
i dont know
im thinking "maybe im better off without him"
but im also thinking: "if hes gone, ill want to die"
I DONT FUCKING KNOW WHATS REAL ANYMORE
I JUST WANT HELP
THIS PLATFORM KEEPS FUCKING WITH MY MIND AND I DONT KNOW WHY
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