All I ever do is just being sad because I I literally have to keep trying not to scream or cry everyday just because I can't take it anymore I literally get messages from people or comments saying to kill my self. I'm literally crying while saying this my dad left me when I was Little My stepdad is rude My older brother literally move out when I wish you didn't My other brother just hang out with the girlfriends My mom works all the time when she is my favorite parent people on this app is rude to me just because I'm underage whenever I try to be myself or try to protect somebody, I get called weird or I get bullied I get bullied at school but all I get is just feeling like shit I tried to help one of my friends just to get canceled. I got canceled again. While shaking because I thought everybody was going to hate me And people actually started blocking me and hating me just because I was following them. I look at other people's art just knowing mines is a piece of crap. I always feel suicidal thoughts like hanging my self while fucking trying to feel saine I literally draw myself killing my self. Just to know I am shit.