She yelled at me for being on gamejolt lastnight, grounded me. I go upstairs and slam the door on my foot my big toe was purple and still hurts. She forced me to clean my already clean room. i just hat her so much! She doesnt realiaze that she's the reason i want to kill myself. She makes me feel unwanted and hated, unlike my friends. They r the reason im still alive. She has made me feel this way for years. I dont want to tell anyone because then she will force me to talk to her and i dont want to.I dont like my foster mom i want to go back to my REAL mom. Like what the fuck makes u want to storm to ur daughters room just to yell at her when she did nothing wrong. i know i struggle but that doesnt mean u should make me feel hated.