1 year ago

I have no motivation to continue studying. Everything is stupid, meaningless, useless and purposeless

Right now I'm sleepy, I'm tired, I don't want to write for the thousandth time what the hell chemistry is in the thousandth fucking Chemistry document


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I hate everything I do. And the things I do I do wrong or I don't even finish them most of the time!

There are times when I see a bridge and think "Should I jump off and finish this shit?", but the only thing stopping me from doing that is... IDK. I don't even have the necessary motivation to end this fucking shit life I have. I only exist... Without any purpose.

Nobody in real life supports me with my drawings and the things I like to do. They just say I'm useless and stupid who doesn't know how to do anything. Everything I hate I forget and for that reason I forget to hand in school activities and I'm probably ruining my whole life.



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