Today has been a very difficult day for me. I got a 1 in school for a job I had to do and when I told my dad, I ended up arguing a lot (I even did something much worse...I literally hit my table in my room, since my table has a layer of glass...and when I hit it...it broke the glass into pieces...leaving me with a pain in my hand...I'm not lying...it really happened...and now it still hurts :/ ) . Maybe that's not why I'm very bad, but because a long time ago, I had failed a lot of times, and I never achieved something good, and... I haven't achieved anything good here either.... Also in my daily life I try to do good things but I end up doing everything wrong and here it is the same... and that makes me feel bad... I don't want people who were hurting me yesterday to continue insulting me... please... I also don't want them to criticize the ships I make since I'm a 14-year-old boy creating ships and that's not strange! so....please don't keep trying to hurt me...(especially after what happened today...)

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