We were so young that when he did it no one except me cared, it was seen as "a cute random moment between kids". It's always the fact he was a kid that he gets away with it, I mean I was a kid too, why does he get to do things that make me uncomfortable with not even a slap on the wrist?

It was something everyone around me expected me to forget, but I couldn't; it was traumatic, to have that happen to me at that still developing age, and no matter how many people told me I might've been overreacting it didn't make the feeling go away.

They told me "it was just a kiss, he didn't mean anything by it, he's just a little boy, he doesn't know any better", but at that age I just wondered if that was the case then why did it feel so wrong? Why was I so afraid of him if it was nothing serious? Why did I not enjoy going to kindergarten like before?

Why was he always being defended?