Why am I just never good enough for my family? Every single time I get something good or achieve something good they congratulate me and they tell me they love me but once I stop getting good things it doesn’t fucking matter if I try my hardest, if I don’t get something good then they’ll complain and yell and me telling me I’m not good enough and how others are better than me, comparing me to other kids in my school or even my cousins. I already feel like I’m not good enough and have a lot of self doubt. I struggle a lot with focusing but I still try my hardest just so my parents can be proud of me and genuinely love me but sometimes it’s never enough and I hate it. My parents value my looks and grades more than they value me as a human being or even their daughter. They say they don’t want a perfect daughter but the second I get a B they will scream at me and tell me that I’m failing.