So, back in the days of yore (I am not old I am not old I am not old I am not-), I used to make tons of FNF mods that were kind of unique (SsA).

if you are yelling "WHAT DOES SsA MEAN??", simple, it's Sébastian side Adventures.

Anyways, and well, I made the best mods (for me).
And now, that they are from an older time, I am nostalgic... Almost crying.

I exactly remember when I used to be in a different room for my Bedroom/Computer and made these, when I invited my friend over to show them my mod...
All of that, is the past now...

I am not so friend with that one friend, I don't make any more good old SsA... And nothing is the same...

I wanna cry.
But... I know I can just... Revive them.

But, it's kind of impossible, right?
I used to have a different mindset, a different way of charting.
I made music from mixing, and adding notes that made sounds and ended up making a pretty well made song...

Now... Things have changed.

And I am pretty sad about it.

My "Vs. Mech2" SsA was about MY take on "Vs. QT", where it's much different, and it has a timeline, a whole story... Even like 50 songs or so...

It would have token me more than years to finish it before...
But... From the very little I have...
it makes me remember every single details that I though and made.

And, sins I am going to be very honest here...
I kind of was a "fanatic" of Belina (aka my QT).

There was a interessting lore/backstory to each characters, each things... Like I usually do, overcomplexify stories.

but now, just 2 songs were fully done with the (I think) 13 F*CKING DIFFICULTIES. (Yeah, I wanted THAT much choices)

My Brother-in-law told me it was too much (he's like my co-writter or helper), but I didn't listen, I did do all the difficulites but only 2 songs...

Even if, to this date, they are (probably) the best songs I've made... They aren't fully mine.

Sins it's just cover/mix/remix, there's nothing REALLY interessting. Even though... I achived something; I made a 22 minutes long song (I think it was a finale for 2nd or 3rd week or smtg), and it used to be (I think) 26 minutes long

But, in the end, everything changed...
Now, all I want... Is to make the past again...
To be happy again... And not worry about everything I do now...

To be able... to enjoy being me, and not someone else... Or...
Maybe is the present better..?

If you want to see the mod, I'll publish the video..
If you want to play or see a remake of the mod... Maybe I'll publish the mod/Remake the mod.

Do your choice, thank you for reading thus far.